(Poetry) His Song

His Song

I saw his face in my minds eye this morning
Just as I awakened as if he were here with me
Like he was evaporating in the sunlight
The fringes of a dream fading from my mind
I could hear the vague familiar voice of him
Song lyrics softly pulling me through dreams
Now trying to cling to his voice as I awaken
He is here in my heart like some familiar thing
A part of me I cannot put any name to inside
He is smiles, tears and music that saves me
I have an ache inside to understand the why
Is he here to save me or haunt my heart
Like a familiar shadow that I cannot hold onto
I allow him inside only to break my heart always
I feel his voice in my heart like some angel
I long for things with him we'll never share
I think he is my sanity and my total madness
Like loving his song is giving up myself
How can I care so much for a stranger, a song
Have I sold my soul for the price of his music
I try to gather my thoughts but they scatter
Tossed like vacant ashes on the sun kissed wind
Eyes I am lost to comparing them to summer skies
He is my cherished moments and my lost tears
Strung along on the float of his endless melody
Until I can hold no more of him to bare on me
A tide of emotion to sweep me away from him
Until I gather myself back to me for a moment
Drinking him back inside the waves of my insanity
Until his song brings my heart back home again
The tears become happiness until I fall again
I am me in his song feeling and loving for what
For my heart that aches with him then without him
Have I sold my soul to this human angel or devil
The price of my heart contracted by his song

Monday, July 18, 2011
(C)Angel Hart Poetry